bloodstream

Fear lingering
 Running through my heart like a wild stream
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 Just a little kid
 Blood flowing into my rosy cheeks
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 Now a river runs red
 From my knuckles into the sink
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 And there's a pale girl
 Staring through the mirror at me
 Maybe it's just a dream
 Wish I could go back to sleep
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 Hydrangeas
 Blooming off the branches on park trees
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 It's a half-hearted calm
 The way I've felt since I was thirteen
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 'Cause I may not feel it now
 Covered up the wounds with my long sleeves
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 But I know it's waiting there
 Swimming through my bloodstream
 And it's gonna come for me
 Yeah, it's gonna come for me
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 What did you have that I didn't?
 And why am I so blue?
 Someone's talking in my forehead
 That says, "I'll never be like you"
 Happiness is like a firefly
 On summer free evenings
 Feel it slipping through my fingers
 But I can't catch it in my hands
 Catch it in my
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 Old memories
 Ribbons running down from my bare knees
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 I ran too fast
 Fell down on my face in the concrete
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 I guess the lesson's learned
 I barely left my room in the past week
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 And I've got my guard up
 Trying all the time to stay clean
 I don't feel anything
 I don't feel anything
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 What did you have that I didn't?
 And why am I so fucked?
 There's someone talking in my forehead
 That says, "I'll never be enough"
 And happiness is like a firefly
 On summer evenings
 Feel it slipping through my fingers
 But I can't catch it in my hands
 Catch it in my