Orphan

I wept when I realized
 There were no more demons left to conquer
 An opportunity to show my feelings
 With skin so thick you swear it was armor
 A penitentiary that only lets the oxygen out
 I wasn't ready for a version of the truth to get out
 I'm getting desperate
 I wouldn't wanna fester in another bad dream
 I am a man of extremes, I found the flesh and I'm liking it
 I'll put an end to all the fucking psychobabble
 We eat the meat 'cause the meat had a soul
 We take the lives 'cause to hurt makes us whole
 I am not the same
 You never had a clue or knew my name
 You wanna know the story? Take my pain
 I am ready, the lie is heard
 I am not the same
 You never had intent to keep my blame
 You really wanna know who the fuck I am?
 I am the orphan, the one who killed your world
 Keeping up appearances with acts of attrition
 It doesn't matter 'cause I know you'll never listen
 Before you knew it when you saw it
 Now you say you never knew it, it was all a big conspiracy
 We came together when the hands of fate let go
 Is there anybody left to fill this hole?
 This shit will never wash off
 Give yourself a medal, I swear I fucking give up
 We're nothing special, just an accidental tweak of the freak
 An evolution of the kennel in the fetish you seek
 There's still a part of me that's dying in a dumpster
 The one who rose is a motherfucking monster
 I've seen the future, and it's simply burning
 I wasn't put here to be so discerning
 You want the world to be dissatisfied?
 You don't care, so why the fuck should I?
 Fuck, should I sell myself to stay alive?
 I am not the same
 You never had a clue or knew my name
 You wanna know the story? Take my pain
 I am ready, the lie is heard
 I am not the same
 You never had intent to keep my blame
 You really wanna know who the fuck I am?
 I am the orphan, the one who killed, the one who killed your world
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 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
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 Tell me all about it, I love to hear it
 The way I ruin everything I touch
 I never thought I'd get to say I'm sorry
 But then again I think you ask too much
 Too white to be black, too black to be blue
 Too sick to be me, too fucked to be you
 I only wonder if I'll live to see the end of the road
 It always gets me nowhere
 I am not the same
 You never had a clue or knew my name
 You wanna know the story? Take my pain
 I am ready, the lie is heard
 I am not the same
 You never had intent to keep my blame
 You really wanna know who the fuck I am?
 I am the orphan, the one who killed your world
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 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 I am the orphan, the one who kills
 Everyone has something, someone here has everything
 I am the orphan, the one who kills
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