Duality

I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on
 I have screamed until my veins collapsed
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 I've waited as my time's elapsed
 Now, all I do is live with so much fate
 I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
 I've left behind this little fact
 You cannot kill what you did not create
 I've gotta say what I've gotta say
 And then I swear I'll go away
 But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
 I guess I'll save the best for last
 My future seems like one big past
 You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
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 Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
 Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me alone
 Tell me the reality is better than the dream
 But I've found out the hard way, nothing is what it seems
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
 ♪
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 ♪
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
 ♪
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on
 I have screamed until my veins collapsed
 ♪
 I've waited as my time's elapsed
 Now, all I do is live with so much fate
 I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
 I've left behind this little fact
 You cannot kill what you did not create
 I've gotta say what I've gotta say
 And then I swear I'll go away
 But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
 I guess I'll save the best for last
 My future seems like one big past
 You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
 ♪
 Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
 Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me alone
 Tell me the reality is better than the dream
 But I've found out the hard way, nothing is what it seems
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
 ♪
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 ♪
 I push my fingers into my eyes
 It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
 But it's made of all the things I have to take
 Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
 If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
 ♪
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane
 All I've got-
 All I've got is insane