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I'm cold, I'm ugly
 I'm always confused by everything
 I can stare into a thousand eyes
 But every smile hides a bold-faced lie
 It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
 My heroes are dead, they died in my head
 Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
 Something inside me has opened up again
 Thoughts of me exemplified, all the little flaws I have denied
 Forget today, forget whatever happened
 Every day I see a little more of overall deficiencies
 I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
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 I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
 Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
 Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
 I decrease, while my symptoms increase
 God, what the fuck is wrong? You act like you knew it all along
 Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
 All I ever wanted out of you was something you could never be
 Now take a real good look at what you've fucking done to me
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 (I haven't got time for the living)
 (I haven't got time for the living)
 Give me any reason why I'd need you, boy
 Give me any reason why I'd need you
 Give me any reason why I'd need you, boy
 Give me any reason not to fuck you up
 Give me any reason why I'd need you, bitch
 Give me any reason why I'd need you
 Give me any reason why I'd need you, bitch
 Give me any reason not to fuck you up
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I see you in me
 I keep my scars from prying eyes, incapable of ever knowing why
 Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
 Why am I so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things?
 But I don't care what you think, you'll never understand me
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 What the hell (the hell)
 Did I do to deserve all of this?
 Fuck!
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