Be Happy (feat. Royal & the Serpent)

I spent my whole life dreaming up
 Some perfect world, but now I'm stuck
 These words I sing for the ones I love
 Draw a line that define the best in us
 With every note and every page
 I'm cleaning up each mess I make
 Is there some way for me to prove that
 I won't bring out the worst in you?
 Can anyone else relate?
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Is there a way to make it stop?
 It won't go away
 It keeps haunting me
 As colors fade, I start to change
 I only have myself to blame 'cause
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Can anyone else relate?
 I saw the light when I was young
 I always knew that I would be someone
 But I fall short and I fucked things up
 And now I'm paying for all these things I've done
 I can't escape the feeling
 Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
 Could better off alone, might be better on my own
 But I know I'm not okay 'cause
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Is there a way to make it stop?
 It won't go away
 It keeps haunting me
 As colors fade, I start to change
 I only have myself to blame 'cause
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Can anyone else relate?
 Can't escape the feeling
 Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
 Might be better off alone, I'd be better on my own
 But no, I'm not okay
 I'm not okay, go
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 As colors fade, I start to change
 I only have myself to blame
 As colors fade, I start to change
 I only have myself to blame
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Is there a way to make it stop?
 Just make it stop
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 Is there a way to make it stop?
 It won't go away
 It keeps haunting me
 As colors fade, I start to change
 I only have myself to blame 'cause
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 I should be happy, but I'm not
 So kill the pain and make it stop
 Can anyone else relate?
 Can anyone else relate?
 Can anyone else relate?
 Just make it stop