Five

I want to watch the universe expand
 I want to break it into pieces small enough to understand
 And put it all back together again
 In the quiet of my private collection
 It feels like an out-of-body experience
 But something gets lost from a safe distance
 Now I can't put my mind to rest
 And I can't help but second guess
 Living behind this one-way mirror
 I'm hypnotized by this anomaly
 Such strange uncharted territory
 A white flag waves in the dark between my head and my heart
 My armour falls apart
 As if I could let myself be seen, even deeply known
 Like I was already brave enough to let go
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 And now I want to generously lose this energy
 That I've been hanging onto so desperately
 I finally feel the universe expand
 It's hidden in heartbeats
 Exhales and in the hope of open hands