You Won't See Me Again

Hey it's me
 I just don't think I can do this anymore
 I've got whiskey on my breath
 And destruction on my hands
 And you're just too tired to fight
 After this last second chance
 She said, "You can have it all"
 Or you can walk away
 I know what I should do
 But I only know how to stay
 You won't see me again
 In every photograph
 The same old smiling face
 We could always hide the pain
 And those times I can't replace
 Tears held in right, she said
 "Do you wanna be alone?"
 I just turned with my head bowed
 Stepped out into the cold
 I'm scared
 That you won't see me again
 Went outside
 Under the storm in the night
 And I fell to my knees
 Praying "God, can you find me"
 9 months down the road
 On the steps of a halfway house
 A bin of vacant souls
 Help carry my things out
 Tears fall from my eyes
 She's waiting there for me
 For the first time in my life
 Know I'm finally free
 And I whisper
 To the demons