Waiting (Tell Me)

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 Been waiting my whole life
 Just to have someone to give a damn about me
 No boy, now my family
 Can't even count up on my hands
 Like one, two, three
 Daddy was so carefree about me
 If he was alive, yeah
 I know he would agree
 Can't even get down on one knee
 'Cause none of these stupid bitches give a damn about me
 Yeah, it's why I wait
 Light one up, and I levitate feeling so high elevate
 Brother overdosed over something he ate
 Momma was all I had, then she got locked up
 In the state, feeling so depressed I said, "Wait"
 Skipping school off some truancy
 I was only 11 years old
 Someone please tell me how this work
 Got so goddamn cold, yeah
 Rope around my kneck got me in a threshold
 Seven years pas 18, dumb bitch
 Love me, then she cheated on me
 Baby gir,l how you do it to me feeling so lonley
 Like it was some debris
 Flown into death, see, I think she hit me with a blindfold
 So I couldn't see everything right in front of me
 Someone please tell me why they do this to me
 Tell 'em
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 To come and give a fuck about me? Oh, I, I
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 Glad I found a solution to my depression
 Understood the music, a lot of agression
 Dont question if it 'aint process
 Then wait 'til I get to obssesion
 No boy never gave a fuck about me
 I can guarentee I aint' never had nobody
 Feeling so lonely, baby girl, how you do it to me?
 You were my everything
 Told me that you loved me
 Depressed
 Thinking about the things we could be
 Things we would be
 I know you cheated on me
 But I would do anything for you to hold me
 Can't belive I fell for when he told me
 You would always be there for me
 You wanted nothing In this life but me
 Started laying with my family
 Then you turnt your back, fucked around, and left me damn
 Baby girl, loving you was like playing Russian Roulette
 Put one in the chamber, then spin it
 Why you crying?
 Why you crying?
 You did this to me
 Suicidal texting you and then I sent it
 Put it to my head
 Then I end it, damn
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldnt give a fuck about me?
 So why can't anyone just tell me?
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 To come and give a fuck about me?