What If I Never See You Again

What If I Never See You Again
 You passed away almost 2 years ago now
 Every night I go searching
 Looking for a sign of your immortal shadow
 I wish I'd see a sign, any sign would do
 I just wanna know you're in a safer place now
 Back to your old healthy happy self
 And that you feel better somehow
 I wish I could hear your voice again
 1
 My thoughts run wild
 As I lie awake I just can't sleep
 What if I never see you again?
 My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep
 What if there is no heaven?
 What if my heart, does never mend?
 I feel so sad without you as my friend
 And I wonder if I'll ever, ever see you again
 I wish I was more secure
 I wish I was stronger
 I wish I could find the cure
 And believe in my humanity & in you
 I'm half the man I used to be
 I never used to not believe
 Especially when I try to fall asleep
 Cuz' now I feel so abandoned
 2
 My thoughts run wild
 As I lie awake I just can't sleep
 What if I never see you again?
 My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep
 What if there is no heaven?
 What if my heart, does never mend?
 I feel so sad without you as my friend
 And I wonder if I'll ever see you again
 If I'll ever see you again...
 Instrumental
 I'm so scared
 That I may not
 Ever see you again
 The days go by so fast
 I'm begging you for a sign
 Cuz' I'm not sure that I can last
 Please do that thing you like to do
 Any old sign will do
 A voice, an image, a vivid memory
 Are you up there enjoying the view
 Are your arms wide open waiting for me
 3
 My thoughts run wild
 As I lie awake I just can't sleep
 What if I never see you again?
 My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep
 What if there is no heaven?
 What if my heart, does never mend?
 I feel so sad without you as my friend
 And I wonder if I'll ever, ever see you again
 4 (Fade out)
 My thoughts run wild
 As I lie awake, (I just) I just can't sleep
 What if I never see you again?
 (My mind thinks) My mind thinks as my heart starts to weep
 (What if there) What if there is no heaven?
 What if my heart (my heart does never mend) never mends?
 I feel so sad without you as my friend
 (And I wonder) And I wonder if I'll, ever, ever, ever (see you again)
 Again, again, again, again, again...