Gonna Be Alright

I see crazy when there ain't no crazy
 Sun's out but in my head its always rainy
 Forty-nine reasons to stay in bed
 Who said OCD is dead?
 And I been praying that the meds don't change me
 One time, two times, four times daily
 I haven't been around for ya lately
 I don't blame you if ya blame me
 Oh it's hard to explain how I'm feeling
 Until you've walked a couple miles in my shoes
 Oh a smile it can be so deceiving
 I'm hurting but I wear it well, so I just gotta tell myself
 It's Gonna Be Alright, Alright
 When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind
 Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight
 To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright
 Don't wanna make plans on the weekend
 In case I fall head first in the deep end
 Trust me, you don't want me around
 Scream and shout, cause a scene, tell me how ya like me now?
 I live and breathe what if's and maybe's, hate me's
 And come and rearrange me's
 I'm hard to love but I fall easy
 Oh it's hard to explain how I'm feeling
 Until you've walked a couple miles in my shoes
 Oh a smile it can be so deceiving
 I'm hurting but I wear it well, so I just gotta tell myself
 It's Gonna Be Alright, alright
 When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind
 Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight
 To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright
 When I think I can't make it through
 I tell myself I'm Gonna Be, Alright, alright
 When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind
 Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight
 To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright
 It's Gonna Be Alright, Alright
 When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind
 Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight
 To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright