He Keeps Me Alive

I said I wish you never knew
 How I feel for you
 It's hard to be just friends now after all
 I said I said wanted more
 You said how can you be so sure
 I'm not sure I'm faithful after all
 But I'm still happy when I get to hold his hand
 He says I can hold it but remember we're just friends
 And I try, and I try, and I try to be satisfied
 After all, he keeps me alive
 I'm happy when he smiles
 If only for a while
 It's hard to just ignore a face like that
 I wish he was everywhere
 I wish his hand was in my hair
 I would have been less lonely for a while
 But I'm still happy when I get to hold his hand
 He says I can hold it but remember we're just friends
 And I try, and I try, and i try to be satisfied
 After all, he keeps me alive