When I'm Gone

I'm so far from everything I love
 And I'm guilty for all I've done
 Am I cancer like a fucking disease
 I've become everything I never thought I'd be
 I've been wasted, burned all my dreams
 Now these ashes are all I see
 From the bottle and the gasoline
 It's too late I'm addicted to this misery
 You know
 Take away this loaded gun
 Forgive me for the wrong I've done
 Tell my mother that I'm sorry
 I don't want to live this way
 I don't want to dig my grave
 In the end will I be forgiven
 When I'm gone
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 I'm helpless, a stranger inside
 I feel reckless but I ain't ready to die
 These voices screaming in my head
 Keep telling me that I should be dead
 My sorrows they come on done
 And tomorrow it may never come
 I've gotta fix this, I need a remedy
 Before it's over, before it's too late for me
 Take away this loaded gun
 Forgive me for the wrong I've done
 Tell my mother that I'm sorry
 I don't want to live this way
 I don't want to dig my grave
 In the end will I be forgiven
 When I'm gone
 I've gotta fix this
 I need a remedy
 Before it's over
 Before it's too late for me
 Take away this loaded gun
 Forgive me for the wrong I've done
 Tell my mother that I'm sorry
 I can't live this way
 I don't want to dig my grave
 In the end will I be forgiven
 When I'm gone
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 When I'm gone
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 When I'm gone