Rainbow Road

(Today, you are who you are today, see?) Yeah
 (You're still me, but you're a newer version)
 (Myself ten years from now)
 (It's so far away, it's almost impossible to imagine) I know
 (Am I alone or is there a wonderful person next to me?)
 Yeah
 The shrooms hit 'til it's rainbow road
 I grew sick of the same old jokes
 And moved quick where the angels roam
 They won't save your soul
 Flip the world watch 'em fall through their halo holes
 We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
 Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
 They love you when you're new but they'll soon depart
 I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
 Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
 Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat
 A million lights at night go in a sequence
 Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
 I don't want to be here
 (Do your best, do your best)
 But I don't want to leave yet (I can't remember)
 (Don't you lose, don't you lose) Yeah
 (Me, me, me)
 I go Romero, so feral when I bear it all
 I'll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
 Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
 Throne of Blood & Marrow
 Crows above a scarecrow
 Made of straw men arguments and table salt
 Major flaws cut me open like a table saw
 Saw my inner demons thinking that they're made of God
 Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies
 I feel alive in the moment between dreams and strife
 The words grow from my bones 'til they're needle-like
 Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light
 Days from a normal life aged like California wine
 Trapped in a maze like I'm Coraline
 Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine
 Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified
 If you're scared to know yourself this is horrifying
 The same me it's just more refined
 In a grave deep where the orchids lie
 Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
 Seattle rain became a hailstorm, yeah
 I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here
 Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
 I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here
 Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
 I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here
 Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
 I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here
 Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
 (In your time I'm no longer here but)
 (I am here today)
 (And I'll always be cheering for you, right here)
 (Cheering for you)
 (My only self)