castle with the cobwebs

One, two, three, four
 Why am I so nauseous, I don't get it, what's the deal?
 I can only see my hands, my vision's fucked, is this for real?
 You're the only person living that I trust to guide me home
 Is this blood inside my skin? Am I decaying to the bone?
 Do what you have to, do what you need
 I'll be right beside you like you were for me
 I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
 Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
 You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
 You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
 I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
 Go if you find somebody better than me
 You needed a castle, you needed a friend
 You wanted a sword, you needed things to protect
 You act like you're happy when you're really depressed
 I get why you do that, we all like to pretend
 Do what you have to, do what you need
 I'll be right beside you like you were for me
 I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
 Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
 You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
 You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
 I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
 Go if you find somebody better than me