This I Swear

Bring all those years back
 Oh, what a change
 With the mind of a child learning
 Not one disgrace
 And I know that the world eyes
 Would leave it alone
 And I want it to be so different
 This I swear
 My honesty's holding me back
 I can be the one
 That I've been running from
 Take advantage of myself (?) so I can
 I can be the that I've been running from
 All people are free falling
 And some hit the floor
 some re-defy gravity but
 they're still wanting more
 And I know that the world eyes
 Would leave it alone
 And I want it to be so different
 This I swear
 My honesty's holding me back
 I can be the one
 That I've been running from
 Take advantage of myself (?) so I can
 I can be the that I've been running from
 It's just a part of my imagination
 The only damage I can depend on
 Want it to be heard all across the nation
 Believe in me
 No, I can, I can't
 This I swear
 My honesty's holding me back
 I can be the one
 That I've been running from
 Take advantage of myself (?) so I can
 I can be the that I've been running from