Stratosphere

I hear rain falling on my window
 There's not a cloud in the sky
 Wide awake, can't sleep at night
 I lost my goddamn mind
 I'm f*cked up and I'm ruining my life
 Don't leave me now
 I promise I won't let you down again
 I'll figure it out just tryna let you in
 Tell myself I'm never good enough
 I've been listening to the voices in my head
 And they tell me no one give a f*ck
 Hear them whisper I'll be better off when I'm dead
 So please don't leave me alone
 I just can't be on my own
 Cause the quiet too loud
 Yeah, the quiet too loud
 And all these meds made me numb
 But you taste good on my tongue
 Thinking maybe you the one
 But I know you not the one
 I hear rain falling on my window
 There's not a cloud in the sky
 Wide awake, can't sleep at night
 I lost my goddamn mind
 I'm f*cked up and I'm ruining my life