Meds

Tell me how I woke up next to you
 I don't remember coming here
 I thought we've said we'd never do this thing ever again in our lives
 I don't know how I should handle myself
 You don't even understand me
 Beat me up breaking up in my emotions
 Or of life
 And you're holding a sharper knife
 So I'm gonna breed denial
 Gonna lose my mind should I start taking meds
 And realize that I don't really understand
 Don't understand nothing at all
 I don't know who I've been hanging out with
 Did you ever understand me
 Tell me love's just crazy just taking us over tonight
 Are we over?
 Get the knife
 Cause we're gonna breed denial
 Gonna lose my mind should I
 Start taking meds
 And realize that I don't really understand
 Don't understand nothing at all
 Every time we find the end of this bullshit
 Tonight
 Are you ready
 Get the knife
 Cause we're gonna breed denial
 Gonna lose my mind should I
 Start taking meds
 And realize I may never understand
 Till I start taking meds
 And realize, woman, never understand
 Should I start taking meds
 And realize so that I can understand
 So I can finally understand