End of Earth

I'm not beholden but I'm bottled up yea
 O' Look in my eyes into my window
 O' I am not beholden to no one
 If I am threatened I build a wall
 I beat the drum till I'm satisfied
 And lead a ritual, devour all of our young
 Yea what am I?
 I'm at war with my memories
 No don't torture me
 Yea, I'd like to live without my memory
 I flew too high she clipped my wings
 But I soared to the end of earth
 Before my eyes I can't believe
 But I soared to the end of earth
 My love is gone I lost some blood
 Now I'm salting a bit of earth
 I let her fly she clipped my wings
 But I soared to the end of earth
 Crawl into my window
 O' and become beholden to me O'
 I've got my back against the wall
 I dodge the bullets while they fire
 And now I'm fighting for, fighting for my life, my life
 Yea, what am I?
 I'm at at war with my memories
 No, don't torture me
 My memories haunt me
 Yea, look out
 Don't, don't torture me
 I'd like to live without my memory
 I flew too high she clipped my wings
 But I soared to the end of earth
 Before my eyes I can't believe
 But I soared to the end of earth
 My love is gone I lost some blood
 Now I'm salting a bit of earth
 I let her fly she clipped my wings
 But I soared to the end of earth