Curious

Imagine if life was a game?
 Imagine if all this is fake?
 Imagine if everything ended
 And we go to heaven
 And meet all the greats?
 Imagine if there was no Drake?
 Imagine if there was no Wayne?
 Would rappers be garbage?
 Would people be rapping?
 Will everyone still sound the same?
 Man, nobody knows it
 All of a sudden
 I'm overthinking
 Sound like I'm trippin'
 Can't tell the states
 Feel like I'm goin' Lindsay
 Taste of fluoride in this water I'm drinkin'
 I don't know why I don't make friends in this business
 Seem like they all wanna win but not with me
 Went to a party in hopes for some kisses
 Girl and their friends and they looking delicious
 I came out to 'em
 There was four of 'em
 There was one of me
 I liked all of 'em
 They liked none of me
 All this bubblin' got me stumblin'
 Talked more with the one girl with the pretty fit
 'Cause I saw through her and the wall she built
 She actin' all that her friends all wack
 I asked why she being cold to me
 And she said she "don't like guys like me"
 Oh, you mean smart and funny and has a big dick
 And doesn't have to fake shit just to fit in
 Maybe when I meant to be acquaintin'
 5'9", confidence through the roof
 Not to mention I'm 19 so are you
 We both still got lips let's put it to use
 And we smashed that night,
 She gave me the flu, ayy (That shit was not worth it)
 I got sick and sad, man, you gave me the blues
 I started thinkin' 'bout life, all the shit I've been through
 At fourteen when I didn't have friends at school
 Or when I thought nachos was Italian food
 When I thought smoking cigarettes would make me cool
 All the nights that I spent in my room
 I guess we can always improve
 I miss my family, miss my home
 Wish I could visit a little more
 The journey's 24 hours flight too long
 I only get to see 'em on my phone
 Time does fly
 I went from good ones to seeing tears in my mom's eyes
 I don't blame her though
 She used to feed me, now I live alone
 Doing things she don't know about
 But I'm always a angel (always a angel)
 And I wonder what my mom was thinkin'
 When she realised that her son is a little too famous
 A little too anxious
 Went from having no friends now he's singing on stages
 I'm her youngest son
 She's just hoping that I know what to do with my paper
 When I think about it, shit
 I don't know how I could live with that
 And I just bought some shit at the grocery
 Some coconut water and some frozen meat
 Sometimes I still miss the nicotine
 I've been nervous and vomiting
 Doing shows don't even sound fun to me
 Told the crowd that I have food poisoning
 Had a trash can sided at the stage for me
 Man, I don't know what happened to me
 But I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be
 I think it's meant to be, I mean, I think I'm meant to be
 Put a kid with a dream in a room full of books
 He gon' read even though none of it's understood (ayy)
 Shout out to the ones doing things
 Everyone was afraid or unable to do, man
 The world needs more of you, the world needs more like you
 And I heard that the simplest choice that you choose
 Ain't simple, it's actually huge
 And the older I get and the more that I shoot
 Don't believe in the hate just believe in the truth
 I don't spend the bread I just know how to chase it
 If the difference is then here I make it
 No I do not live for validation
 Fuck your comments and your mama's basement
 Always rich cause that's what my name is
 Greatest days are on a daily basis
 RZA's fuckin' with me, man I made it
 If I could man I would never change shit