Slowburn

After
 After all
 We are the same as we always were
 We cover and carry on
 Like everything's copasetic and
 Courage we felt at all
 Feels like failure overcome
 Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
 I'm trying to breathe
 I wanna let go
 So I can feel again
 I break up
 I'm trying to see
 If I can let go and feel again
 Sober we pulled it off
 I'm clean and I'm cursed it's one in all
 Forget the chemicals
 Faking the sense of self and heart
 Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
 I'm trying to breathe
 I wanna let go
 So I can feel again
 I break up
 I'm trying to see
 If I can let go and feel again
 Wake up
 Wake up
 (I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away
 (I'm not ok) I'm falling flat on my face
 Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight
 (I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away
 Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
 I'm trying to breathe
 I wanna let go
 So I can feel again
 I break up
 I'm trying to see
 If I can let go and feel again
 I'm not awake
 Feel again
 I'm not ok