The Orchard

we both had doubts, we both had doubts
 i found myself, while i was away
 all your life
 now i understand
 so many hours
 and no company
 but you imagined things
 through cold eyes and sleep
 then what have i seen this for
 we both know about
 all my life
 you were important and your father too
 wandering the orchard
 through budding dormant eyes on a lamp lit plain
 you imagined things
 why does it speak to me
 to you i know i only stare without
 my life is dull and my body aches
 then what have i seen this for
 oh i imagined things
 through cold eyes asleep
 and i wont think back more thank i do
 my life is dull and my body aches
 all this blood in my mouth
 makes me hate
 how we both end up