Point of No Return: Cadences of Absonance

Here I stand
 On the shores of abandomnent,
 Waves quietly at my feet.
 All I see is venom!
 Venom is all I see
 Surrounding me!
 Venom!
 Oddly it sooths (me),
 Quiets my needs
 New answers rush at me.
 With hateful vengeance,
 I throw my soul away,
 Conclusions might as well
 Be carved out in stone,
 (In a) flash of clarity
 From exiled sanity-
 My mute witness and detested consort
 With singularity of my purpose
 It quiets my mind!
 Sinful ecstasy feeds my skin!
 As I throw my soul away!
 Twisted logic of foul play.
 Here I stand of sound body and foul mind
 Composing my manifesto of silence.
 A twisted requiem by the mute for the deaf.
 A lunatics symphony of absonance
 Discordant cadences of a chaotic mind.
 It quiets my mind!
 Sinful ecstasy feeds my skin!
 As I throw my soul away!
 Twisted logic of foul play.
 I threaten the universe with murder and rape
 In hope of obtaining some sort of reaction.
 Lucidity purged
 (By) fever (thick with) hate, chaos, deceit and other peoples pain
 Here I stand throwing fists at the sky
 Ready to claw back
 What is rightfully mine
 Amidst the ignorance of the sillborn world about me.