Imperfect Flower

Sunshine gon' come with rainy days
 Codeine take the pain away
 Kobe at the three, while down by two
 Dwayne gon' fade away
 I know they hate I made a way, for my niggas I paved a way
 I'm at the top, they at the bottom starving
 Guess that mean it's safe to say
 That I really came from the trenches
 They throwing dirt on top my name
 I got no love for these bitches
 Fuck all the cameras and the fame,
 I came in for the riches
 This Crip shit runnin' in my veins
 Ask the Lord for forgiveness
 Just had a talk with Tim mama
 She say I'm an idol and I lead the way
 She know this gun not in my title
 For my life she hit her knees and pray
 She know that niggas want me dead
 That's why this Smith & Wesson on my waist
 She hate the fact that I'm a Crip
 I throw my C's up them heavyweights
 It ain't no love inside my heart
 I left my feelings drowning in a lake
 I put my trust inside an envelope
 Then mailed it to another state
 They tryna judge me by my lifestyle
 Plus these tats that's on my fuckin' face
 But I'm a live this fuckin' lifestyle
 From the cradle to the fuckin' grave
 How do you know when you love someone?
 When deep down in your soul you can't love no one
 When you done done so much, you can't trust no one
 I feel I'm walking down the wrong road
 How do you know when you love someone?
 When deep down in your soul you can't love no one
 When you done done so much, you can't trust no one
 I feel I'm walking down the wrong road
 Standing in court, look back, my mama crying
 Like son, I told you this so many times
 Judge told me speak before I caught my time
 Taught me a lesson, true love hard to find
 Juvenile prison where the biz' is Belly
 Locked up, caught gripping with no commissary
 Living in hell, pray to the missionary
 Stuck in the cell when my grandma got buried
 Bloody t-shirts to obituaries
 I seen them fold in different situations
 I seen the realest turn fake
 We slang that K, then it's blood on the pavement
 I been thugging since I went to Haven
 I done seen killas make a statement
 Walking down a long road
 Look back, don't see nobody waving
 Turn 'round the corner, jump out with the pole
 Two Swisher Sweets, a pill, a pack of poles
 That choppa roll a nigga up like dope
 Them dolla bills'll make 'em kick yo door
 We in the field, and that's one thing for sure
 I had to learn something you taught to hold
 I'm thinking hard like I ain't thought before
 That 30 clip is a part of my pose
 I'm pouring lean 'til I can't pour no more
 Ride through the streets like I'm not going home
 What's understood ain't gotta be explained, it's too much goin' on
 Murder running through my veins like heroin in a needle
 How do you know when you got love from your people?
 How do you know when you love someone?
 When deep down in your soul you can't love no one
 When you done done so much, you can't trust no one
 I feel I'm walking down the wrong road
 How do you know when you love someone?
 When deep down in your soul you can't love no one
 When you done done so much, you can't trust no one
 I feel I'm walking down the wrong road