You Can Never Feel My Pain

Naw, you can never feel my pain nigga
 And you can never feel my pain nigga
 Never feel my pain nigga
 How do I start it
 Nineteen seventy four, motherfucker I was born with pain
 My moms and my pops pass it down to me
 So don't talk to me about can I feel yours
 Cause I ain't feelin you at all, your pain isn't pure
 You cryin cause you broke from the projects
 That's not pain, that's emotions, you a bitch
 Im talkin bout permanent, physical sufferin
 You know nothin about that
 You just complain cause you stressed
 Nigga, my pain's in the flesh
 And through the years that pain became my friend; sedated
 with morphine as a little kid
 I built a tolerance for drugs, addicted to the medicine
 Now hospital emergency treat me like a friend
 I rather die sometimes I wish a nigga O.D.
 Beggin God for help, only to find
 that I'm all by my God damn self
 Ay you can never feel my pain nigga
 Naw, can never feel my pain nigga
 Can never feel my pain nigga
 Never feel the pain nigga
 You could never feel the pain nigga
 Naw, never feel the pain nigga
 And the females ask - P, why you always look mad?
 Don't mind me if I may come off like that
 But see, a nigga depressed, I need smoke
 I need me a drink, I'm tryin to stop those
 Experience life, through the shoes of me
 What you find, is you can't do that, you ain't built for it
 The impact I put on this earth
 It's like nuttin that you ever seen or heard; so look listen
 When I speak, sit up in your seat
 Pay attention to the words, cause the story is deep
 In and out of crisis, since before I could walk
 It gave me strength though, nowadays I hardly talk
 It made me cold-hearted, anti, I won't play sports
 I barely joke or play games, take it how you want
 My handicap took its toll on my sanity
 My moms got me at the shrink at like 13
 And doctors called the cops on me
 Cause I be throwin IV poles and they ignore me
 I gotta, try to calm down and breathe
 I can only hold it but for so long; put me to sleep
 Do I sound insane... if I do, then this here was written for you
 Cause you could never feel the pain nigga
 Naw, can never feel my pain nigga
 Could never feel my pain nigga
 Never feel the pain nigga
 You could never feel the pain nigga
 Naw, never feel the pain nigga