You Were My Best Friend

I wish I would've picked up the phone
 And been there when you needed me most
 I wish would've texted you back
 And cherished all the time that we had
 I wish I would've paid more attention
 And I wish I would've asked more questions
 I wish I woulda been there for you
 Like you were there for me
 I can't go back in time, but I wish I could
 All of these feelings that I'm having
 I really just cannot put them into words
 Honestly, my heart feels shattered
 I'm tryna keep my composure, but it's hard
 When there's a dagger in my heart
 I can't believe that this is real
 It's been a week since you passed, and I don't know what to feel
 You were my best friend, my ride or die until the end
 Now it's the end and my brain just cannot comprehend that you're gone
 This pain just keeps on hurting
 I'm screaming out to God because I know you ain't deserved this
 I'm carrying this guilt on my shoulders, it's a burden
 If you were here, I know you'd tell me just to keep on working through this
 But it's so difficult without you here
 I'm in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears
 I'm in the depths of mind and I just can't see clear
 And now all I really want's to make you reappear, man
 You were my best friend
 My ride or die until the end
 I can't believe the end's here
 I'm drowning and I can't see clear
 You were my best friend
 My ride or die until the end
 I can't believe the end's here
 I'm drowning and I can't see clear
 This was supposed to last longer than it did
 I can't believe that you'll never meet my kids
 I can't believe that it's really all over
 And I'll never hear your voice again as I grow older, man
 This all is crazy, we just was on the phone
 You hit me up about my show and said you couldn't go
 You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing
 My heart sank, but it wasn't that hard to believe it
 'Cause I remember when I was with you, you fainted for the first time
 I look on it now and understand that was the first sign
 That your time was coming
 I should've understood then that your time was running out
 And if I could, I would go back in time, but I can't
 And that's the reason that I lose my mind
 Because I shoulda been better to you
 I showed you love, but should've showed it better
 I can't believe that you're gone forever
 You were my best friend
 My ride or die until the end
 I can't believe the end's here
 I'm drowning and I can't see clear
 You were my best friend
 My ride or die until the end
 I can't believe the end's here
 I'm drowning and I can't see clear