The End Of Everything

Like poor draws fading and dissolving with time
 I should have been made in a better way.
 Grasping and scratching the ground
 Like looking for something that doesn't exist
 It's not depending on me, but reality took its way
 I'm a part of the end, coming.
 I still need to understand if it could simply be Salvation
 Just a bit afraid of the pain, inevitable pain
 Losing control? This is what I always needed
 To be afraid? To rest in a better way?
 Sometimes I look outside this cage called body
 Flying over better places, where to be is insignificant
 Do you really need wings to fly?
 The end of everything
 Something I desired for a long time
 The end of nothing
 Because I counted nothing on this earth
 The end of everything
 I feel both regret and absence
 The end of nothing
 Nothing at all counts to me
 Nothing counts to me
 Unbelievable distance, it seems like to step on an ocean
 But it's the result that counts
 Maybe this is your most important match to win
 Your adversary is widely known
 Just a bit afraid of the pain, inevitable pain
 Loosing control? This is what I always needed
 To be afraid? To rest in a better way?
 Sometimes I look outside this cage called body
 Flying over better places, where to be is insignificant
 Do you really need wings to fly?
 The end of everything
 Something I desired for a long time
 The end of nothing
 Because I counted nothing on this earth
 The end of everything
 I feel both regret and absence
 The end of nothing
 Nothing at all counts to me
 Nothing counts to me
 This long distance calling
 The one way journey towards the unknown
 You've always been curious to do it, no?
 So take your things and start to walk
 Even if your things are irrelevant
 Step after step, looking at the abyss
 Where the end stands silent waiting for you
 Just you.