Lost for Words

I was spending my time in the doldrums
 I was caught in a cauldron of hate
 I felt persecuted and paralysed
 I thought that everything else would just wait
 
 While you are wasting your time on your enemies
 Engulfed in a fever of spite
 Beyond your tunnel vision, reality fades
 Like shadows into the night
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 To martyr yourself to caution
 Is not gonna help at all
 'Cause there'll be no safety in numbers
 When the right one walks out of the door
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 Can you see your days blighted by darkness?
 Is it true, you beat your fists on the floor?
 Stuck in a world of isolation
 While the ivy grows over the door
 So I open my door to my enemies
 And I ask could we wipe the slate clean
 But they tell me to please go fuck myself
 You know you just can't win