My Testimony

with no hopes
 and my will to live
 barely a care in this world to me
 I found a way
 kidnapped and confined
 within a system designed
 to destroy the inncocent child that I use to be
 it stripped me mentally naked
 embarrassing my mommas first born
 did I deserve that kind of fate?
 Was all that was happening to me
 really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life?
 I dont think so
 My tears would soak the pages that I write upon
 if I couldn't close the windows to my soul
 and stand strong in the midst of these storms
 Maybe my story is
 in some way or another fimilar with yours
 is that why this aint even a song
 but yet you still. you wanna here this once more
 I play this everytime I wanna reflect from
 which I've come from
 to help me see were it is I'm trying to go
 and even though grandma and our sisters
 left me some time ago
 I still go by and sit on the front porch as if I dont even know
 but I'm getting better
 my mom
 my two sisters... ebony and tanya
 destiny
 man I got mikey and shocker now
 my homeboyz
 and those that love me regardless
 Diary of a sinner
 another entry
 I guess i'll finish this tomorrow