Suicide

I've been here just thinking it over
 I never really found the time before
 And I've been here since early morning
 Waiting for the sound of the door when it opens
 Wait for her to walk through the door when it opens
 Well I've been here on this highest mountain
 Only place left for the gods to dwell
 I've been here since early morning
 Waiting for the sound of the door when it opens
 Wait for her to walk through the door when it opens
 Now I've been looking for a place to hide
 I'm even thinking about suicide
 Said she didn't love me and she wouldn't come looking
 I know why you came here looking
 You know I don't even care
 She's the queen of the sun in the morning
 And I'm just a man with a hole in his heart
 I'm only here to rest in the dark of the night