I'm Trying To Find It

There's a road that goes to an old friends house
 Where we grew up and we hung out
 And I've been on this highway for three hours now
 And I'm trying to find it
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 And I remember an old Pinball Arcade
 We lived out all our yesterdays
 I'm sure it's torn down and gone away
 And I'm trying to find it
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 And there's a feeling that I left behind
 Felt it once running down my spine
 The fear of God, the joy of life
 And I'm trying to find it
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 And there's a spot on earth where man can go
 To find himself and free his soul
 A place somewhere between hell and heaven
 Where no one hurts and all is forgiven
 The door that leads to light and grace
 But the keys are in the darkest place
 Though I feel like I've been there before
 Though I don't know what I'm looking for
 I'm trying to find it, oh
 I'm trying to find it
 There's a attic in my old man's house
 Bit a history I need to know about
 If I let and live too long without
 And I'm trying to find it
 I'm trying to find it
 I'm trying to find it
 And I know you're up there in your room
 And I want so bad to heal the wound
 But I hurt you in so many ways
 And I don't know why you choose to stay
 And I know it's me that let it by
 There's a fire that's aglow when I look in your eyes
 An inner sense that you once had
 A piece of you I miss so bad
 And I'm trying to find it
 I'm trying to find it
 I'm trying to find it
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 It's 3 a.m. and I'm on my knees
 She cried and her eyes looked down on me
 As I searched for the book
 That she loves to hear her daddy read
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 I'm trying to find it
 There's a road that goes to an old friends house
 Where we grew up and we hung out
 I've been on this highway for three hours now