It's the Not Knowing

It's not that you might leave me lonely
 I know I could cope if your heart became a ghost
 I know what to do when I'm on my own
 It's the not knowing, that hurts, the most
 
 It's not that if you told me you met someone better
 Or if you had a to break a promise, break an oath
 If you prefer to feel some other's touch
 It's the not knowing, that hurts, the most
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 In your silence, I sense a thousand words
 You're eyes are sad but you still smile
 You're right beside me, but are you ever here
 It's the not knowing, that hurts, the most
 It's the not knowing, that hurts, the most
 
 I'm sure you meant all that you said, at the time
 I believe you can't be made of stone
 We both know it's ok to change your mind
 It's just the not knowing, that hurts, the most
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 In your silence, I sense a thousand words
 You're eyes are sad but you still smile
 You're right beside me, but are you ever here
 It's just the not knowing, that hurts, the most
 
 I can tell, your head is somewhere else
 I can read the signs that I need help
 I can take your truth, tell me
 Tell me what I know
 Don't be a cowered boy
 Let me free just, let me go
 We haven't said it but I know it
 
 So hold me one last time before you go
 You gave me so much to remember, baby
 It was just the not knowing, that hurt the most