Happy

Since I was 17
 I've always hated my body
 And it feels like my body's hated me
 Can somebody find me a pill
 To make me un-afraid of me?
 Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical
 Don't like to talk about my feelings
 I take another hit, I find another fake fix
 'Cause it's easier than healing
 I don't wanna be this way forever
 Keep telling myself that I'll get better
 Every time I try, I always stop me
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
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 Since I was 22
 I've been with somebody who loves me
 And I've been tryna believe it's true
 But my head always messes up my heart
 No matter what I do
 Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical
 Don't like to talk about my feelings
 I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix
 'Cause it's easier than healing
 I don't wanna be this way forever
 Keep telling myself that I'll get better
 Every time I try, I always stop me
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
 I don't wanna be this way forever
 Keep telling myself that I'll get better
 Every time I try, I always stop me
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
 
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
 I'm so scared of having something to lose
 I'm scared of being somebody new
 I'm so scared of all them seeing the truth
 'Cause right now I've got nothing
 But I don't wanna be this way forever
 Keep telling myself that I'll get better
 Every time I try, I always stop me
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
 Maybe I'm, I'm scared to be happy