Hoping I don't get too attached 'cause I know you'll probably leave
I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems
I promised you I'd try my best, but it's not like you believe
I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to
Me
I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (leave)
I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (seems)
I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me)
I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me
Yeah, the worst feeling in the world is knowing that I hurt you
I tried to call you on your phone, I got no one to turn to
When laying in my bed, I swear I still can smell your perfume
Makes me think back to the times we'd break our parents' curfew
2 am, shooting stars, the taste of your lips
Recline the seats in my car then grab on your hips
You revived my aching heart then broke it to bits
I guess that timing's always hard when you falling as kids
I put this message in a bottle, hope you find it someday
Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow to your beautiful face
Swear I think about you every time I'm on this runway
It's okay if feelings leave but mine always gon' stay
Tears that I shed show the way I care
I'm fearing silence, I just want you here
I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (yeah)
I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (I'm tryin', I'm tryin')
I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me)
I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me
Yeah, I can't forget the things you said to me
I'm sorry, it's gon' take a while to fix my tendencies
A lot to learn, so many flaws that dragging me down
I'm finding comfort as I write them into melodies
It hurts different when you the one who's actually trying
When our relationship depending on love I'm supplying
I guess the roles were once reversed and we both have been lying
I just hope that you come back before both of us dying
Done playing petty games, you the one that I choose
Nothing ever be the same if I somehow lost you
Only thing that's on my brain, hope you feel like I do
Everybody's got a chapter in their story confused
(Yeah, now)
Tears that I shed show the way I care
I'm fearing silence, I just want you here
I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (yeah)
I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (I'm tryin', I'm tryin')
I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me)
I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me