Chasing California

I found a place where I can be alone
 A space where no one goes
 And it's distant, like the memories
 Of you and me back home
 And you're the reason
 I'm trying to let go
 I finally found my weakness
 And it's the burden that I hold
 Maybe this is perfect
 Maybe it's insane
 Like chasing California to find rain
 'Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
 And that was the first time I found out
 That you were the letdown
 You're always a letdown
 We're in a poisonous relationship
 So where do I begin?
 When your lips are just like oxygen
 I have to breathe you in
 And you're the reason
 That I'm trying to let go
 And I finally found my weakness
 And I could never come back home
 Maybe this is perfect
 Maybe it's insane
 Like chasing California to find rain
 'Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
 And that was the first time I found out
 That you were the letdown
 You're always a letdown
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 I said what I said 'cause I was done
 I'll put it in the past if it's what you want
 Try not to call me when I'm gone
 (Don't call me when I'm gone)
 I found a place where I can be alone
 (Don't call me when I'm gone)
 A space where no one goes
 (Now I'm gone)
 Maybe this is perfect
 Maybe it's insane
 Like chasing California to find rain
 'Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
 And that was the first time I found out
 That maybe this is pointless
 Maybe I'm insane
 I'd rather be out there in LA
 This is the last time I'll have doubts
 I'll get to the West Coast somehow
 I'm chasing California
 I'm chasing California
 I'm chasing California
 I'm chasing California
 Don't call me when I'm gone