Trying To Breathe

I think I'm having a heart attack
 I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
 If I could, you know I would take it back
 Wide awake in a lot of pain
 Thinking I might not see the next day and
 Hoping that I got it in me to see this through
 I say things that I can't take back
 I torch bridges while I attack and
 Compensate by laying myself out flat
 I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
 And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end
 I hate every second of the goddamn day
 Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same
 I need something to take so I don't feel anymore
 Need something stronger than the night before
 I need it before it's too late
 When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice
 I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice
 Just make it go away
 And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
 And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
 And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
 And I'll just focus on trying to breathe
 Feels like I'm having a heart attack
 I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
 If I could, you know I would take it back
 I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
 And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end
 I hate every second of the goddamn day
 Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same
 I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
 And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end
 I hate every second of the goddamn day
 Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same