The Eyes of Death

I've been to hell with no plan for return
 I've seen things that'd make your eyes burn
 I've seen the eyes of death through a loved one dying
 And once you've sen this you are never the same
 Takes what was once was good and turns it to pain
 All you got left is to turn to the ones around you
 And without you, yeah, without you
 I know I would have given up on everything long ago
 I haven't been able to sleep through the night
 I can't stop shaking, I never feel right
 I'd said I'd come to terms, but I guess I was lying
 I don't know what I'm supposed to be
 And the weight of the world is pushing me
 Off the edge, it's a constant feeling of a body fighting
 But I found you, yeah, I found you
 Please wait for me, I've gotta fix this on my own
 I don't know what I'm supposed to do
 Because I've lost all hope inside, I'm shattered through and through
 When you're all alone at night, do you
 Fall asleep with me in mind? It helps to hope that you do
 I got problems that never go away
 My solution, run away every day
 If I stay in one place, they'll catch up to me
 Pipe down and you'll see who I really am, and I don't want
 The headaches and pain
 And the problems that drain
 Any good that could come from a life like this
 Please forgive me, because
 I don't know what I'm supposed to do
 Because I've lost all hope inside, I'm shattered through and through
 When you're all alone at night, do you
 Fall asleep with me in mind? It helps to hope that you do