knives

And the hard part was just becoming part of society again
 It's like they didn't want me
 They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore
 So I just decided, fuck it
 I'm gonna sleep in a tent
 I'm gonna do what I love for a living, which is playing music
 And if I just make a little bit of money
 I'd rather do what I love with passion and make a little money
 Than go back to contracting and then try to make a lot of money
 And be part of a society that doesn't even want me anymore
 Fuck 'em, you know? Fuck society
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?
 Solo, so low, so
 See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo
 But I'm still alone though
 Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to
 My tempo, my body's a rental
 My skeleton's relevant only to me though
 The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper
 Funny how I had no choice in it either
 The people around me, they drink by the liter
 It turns them all to instinctual creatures
 So I confide inside all my anxieties
 Some find a god, live their lives how the bible teach
 I don't need that
 Don't need a guy in the sky, don't abide by a book
 Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate
 Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk
 You're just scared of a coffin, fuck
 It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine
 Hey remember the time I was 'bout age nine
 When I didn't get how you were sad all the time?
 Now I do
 Cause we all grew up in suburban homes
 When the purpose known was to not grow up
 Then we grew up, then we grew old, wanna throw up
 Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful
 Life doesn't feel so beautiful
 Fuck it, at least I'm being truthful
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?
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 You almost crashed your car staring at the stars
 Life means nothing when you're going nowhere far
 You almost crashed your car staring at the stars
 Life means nothing when you're going nowhere far
 And it's alright
 You know, when it comes down to it
 I came in this world by myself, and when I die
 I'm gonna be the only one in that coffin
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?
 Do you think about life?
 Do you stay awake at night?
 Do you dream about knives?