Love and Not Fear

I look at everything in life that brings me here
 And I wonder what I'll become
 I walk the streets at night
 Come home to an empty place
 My little space I watch the news
 And all the ugly things
 I cry out and I beg
 For something to find me here
 Something to erase my fear
 I need something
 Something to find me here
 I need love and not fear
 I need something
 Something to find me here
 I need love and not fear
 Desensitized I realized I could not feel
 What was real
 What was wrong
 A voyeur in someone's pain and to remain
 Unchanged
 Seems so unreal
 Round round I go
 Where I stop I don't know
 All the horrors
 All the injustice
 I can't breathe
 Between the lines
 Of power, greed, hateful men
 I want something more than me
 More than this tragic history
 To be forgotten and gone