Halo (Disappear/Reappear)

Under my halo
 I have trouble seeing clear
 You held my hand tight
 Waiting to watch me disappear
 I wasn't honest
 To tell you the truth
 I wanted it all but I want you too
 All of the lessons disappear
 Still haven't learned to be comfortable here
 Making my mind up
 Making an effort is a start
 It's easy to die here
 Easier still just to fall apart
 All the excuses; All the copouts
 Take it like a man and shut your mouth
 Yeah I could make it on my own
 I watched my grandfather die alone
 Now that I'm alone here
 Feels so familiar; Feels so strange
 Running in circles
 Chasing the echoes of your name
 When I try and tell you
 You say I don't care
 Goddamn it I do and don't you dare
 Make me reason to get even for the flood of your tears
 I watched you disappear
 I was disappearing
 You reappearing
 I was disappearing
 Disappearing