Lonely

I'm slowly killin' myself
 I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf
 It's just the same every day
 I'm writing these songs that will never get played
 I get told what's wrong and what's right
 I don't have a romantic life
 And everyone's dying, so I keep on trying
 To make 'em proud before they are gone
 But can't someone help me?
 Oh, please, someone help me
 I don't care, anyone, anything
 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
 Miss all my family
 I don't care, anyone, anything
 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
 I'm spending more than I earn
 Drink all the time to forget I'm not her
 'Cause I go to parties sometimes
 And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night
 'Cause I don't know much about me
 I'm still ashamed of who I used to be
 So I try way too hard
 But I still miss the mark to fit in
 Fit in, woah!
 Help me
 Oh, please, someone help me
 I don't care, anyone, anything
 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
 I miss all my family
 I don't care, anyone, anything
 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely
 I don't care, anyone, anything
 'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely