Controlled By Hatred

I see the world it slips so far away
 I struggle every night and day
 Chances are my life will stay
 Controlled By Hatred
 Terror reigns my world, Lord please tell me why
 I'm on my knees, I start to cry
 I live my life - another lie
 Controlled By Hatred
 Scrambled brains, toasted mind
 Look in my heart, therein no goodness will you find
 I've turned my back to all responsibility
 I have no place for all your sensitivity
 And now I'm checking in, and now I'm checking out
 Now I start to scream. listen to me shout
 Shout it out, let me hear what you're all about
 So shout it out, and now you know what I'm all about
 Bleeding heart, knife to cheek
 Only the strong survive so I search out for the weak
 I search you out and now you're right within my reach
 Now you'll learn a lesson only I can teach
 And now I'm checking out, and now I'm checking in
 Now I start to pray, just another sin
 Why can't I win?
 Seems like I never win
 It's a sin, seems like I never win
 Who am I, I feel no pain
 I close my eyes and now I see so clear
 I slip away - just left all fear
 Not a sound, but I still hear
 Controlled By Hatred
 And now the world it slips so far away
 Looking back on yesterday
 Leave me nothing more to say
 Controlled By Hatred
 I didn't think that I could ever try
 Now tears of joy I start to cry
 I free my soul and now I fly
 Controlled By Hatred