The Fields of Life

Tell me why I stand here again
 I cannot seem to make up my mind
 And now I'm right where I wanted to be
 But still I find it hard to smile
 I wait for the euphoria to come
 Maybe I've got it all wrong
 I'm stranded
 On the fields of life
 No
 "Not again" I said to myself
 But there you were and shook me around
 Dragged me out from the cave in my mind
 A place I wanted no one to find
 Destiny has always had a way with me
 Opened up my lying eyes and made me see
 I hope you hear me
 When you come too near me
 I don't know how to handle desire
 On the fields of life
 I don't know where to go
 On the fields of life
 I don't know where to turn
 On the fields of life
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 I don't wanna lose what I have found
 A light in the darkness around
 Why can't I let go of the fear
 And let all my doubt disappear?
 I depend on the balance divine
 Always so hard to combine
 I hate the insecurity inside of me
 I will always be my biggest enemy
 I will always fear me
 Cause when no one steer me I will go
 Into the fire alight
 
 On the fields of life
 I don't know where to go
 On the fields of life
 I don't know where to turn
 On the fields of life
 I don't wanna die alone
 On the fields of life