Idiosyncratic

Not lacking insight or impetus to shout behind ideas that reforms in us
 Will bring about.
 (As) parallels we run so close yet as I try to draw to you,
 Incoherence rears its ugly head,
 Of integration? You do your utmost to discourage it.
 Envy, resentment, jealousy.
 Taken emotions - there is no need.
 I try so hard to state my case yet as I try to draw to you,
 Incoherence rears it ugly head,
 Resort to slander - you drive me further away.
 Breakdown of minuscule faith - my wasted efforts!
 It's your indifference, not mine, that puts me on a pedestal,
 Then after the fact, you oppose me for a lack of support.
 If your aims are to attract us condemnation,
 The bitter taste I had now strengthens my resolve to rise above.