Gasoline

I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 If I'm not dead, I'm half alive
 Listen to the echoes bouncing up and down these halls
 I recognize my voice
 But these words don't make sense at all
 I take a bloodied finger to the walls
 I write a name and tell you what I'm called
 But it doesn't hide the arguments
 The torn-up skin I'm living in, ah
 I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 If I'm not dead, I'm half alive
 I cast a shadow on the wall
 Light throws a monster ten feet tall
 It's gasoline and my mind is on fire
 Is it on fire?
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 This is all familiar, just on face never worn
 It's so repetitious, and the feed back can't be ignored
 The devil from the details at the door
 He's lighting up the warning signs
 Silent alarm I go deaf by you miss the full extent
 The torn-up skin I'm captive in, ah
 I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 If I'm not dead, I'm half alive
 You cast a shadow on the wall
 Light throws a monster ten feet tall
 You're gasoline and my mind is on fire
 Am I on fire?
 
 Would you love me if I stayed?
 Half my charm is my decay
 But would you love me if I stayed?
 I wish you could
 I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 If I'm not dead, I'm half alive
 I don't trust these thoughts of mine
 If I'm not dead, I'm half alive
 There's a shadow on the wall
 Light throws a monster ten feet tall
 It's gasoline and my mind is on fire