I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Well, if you wanted honesty
 That's all you had to say
 I never want to let you down
 Or have you go, it's better off this way
 For all the dirty looks
 The photographs your boyfriend took
 Remember when you broke your foot
 From jumping out the second floor?
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 You wear me out
 What will it take to show you
 That it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay)
 I've told you time and time again
 You sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay)
 To be a joke and look
 Another line without a hook
 I held you close as we both shook
 For the last time, take a good hard look
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 You wear me out
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 Forget about the dirty looks
 The photographs your boyfriend took
 You said you read me like a book
 But the pages all are torn and frayed
 I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay now (I'm okay, now)
 But you really need to listen to me
 Because I'm telling you the truth
 I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust me)
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o-fucking-kay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay