temporary nothing

How does it feel
 To feel nothing at all, I wonder
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 I imagine it's grey
 Like the world has suddenly lost its colour
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 But I'd be lyin' if I said
 I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
 To feel nothing
 'Cause feelings are painful
 And I don't wanna suffer through
 All those moments without you
 When I lost you
 Anger and sadness they're always there
 They're always pretty rough to cope with
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 Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
 And I wish I could start again
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 But I know that there's the other side
 The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
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 And when I do I'll be
 So better for the rest
 So much better in my chest
 Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
 And when you do you'll be
 So happy that you felt
 So happy that you dealt with it
 Yeah, you dealt with it
 Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
 And I wish I could start again
 Again
 But I know that there's the other side
 The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it
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 And I used to think
 That being numb would ease the pain
 But I was wrong
 I was so wrong
 It's just better to feel and know you're alive
 While reminding yourself that it's temporary
 Oh, it won't last for long