my ted talk

My therapist once asked me
 If I wanted to be in love
 And I told her
 "I don't know, I guess, maybe, kind of..."
 I mean it doesn't sound like something
 That I'd really dislike
 But then again
 I don't even really know what true love feels like
 I write these songs
 Singing like I'm an expert
 Teaching love in a lecture
 A broken heart collector
 And I'm fooling myself
 Over something I don't know
 Putting on a big show
 A single clap from the back row
 I don't know anything
 'Bout the topic, I so choose to go and falsely amuse
 I'm a farce of a king
 Writing love songs all about things I've yet to go and try on out
 Writing love songs all about things I've yet to go and try
 I'm shameful of my lacking life
 It feels like I've been left behind
 I missed out on my chances
 To feel how love is blind
 And I know that i have got some time
 So why feel rushed if there's no need
 But part of me just wants to know
 What i'm missing... do you agree?
 I write these songs
 Singing like I'm an expert
 Teaching love in a lecture
 A broken heart collector
 And I'm fooling myself
 Over something I don't know
 Putting on a big show
 A single clap from the back row
 I don't know anything
 'Bout the topic, I so choose to go and falsely amuse
 I'm a farce of a king
 Writing love songs all about things I've yet to go and try on out
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 Writing love songs all about things I've yet to go and try on out
 Writing love songs all about things I've yet to go and try
 I write these songs
 Singing like I'm an expert
 Teaching love in a lecture
 A broken heart collector
 And I'm fooling myself
 Over something I don't know
 Putting on a big show
 A single clap from the back row