If U Love Me Now

I could read your mind
 I know what you're thinking
 This is not what you signed up for
 I could pray to God
 But I'm not invested
 And you get what you pay for
 I've been trying to find out if anyone
 Feels truly happy because of all that they have done
 Cause I always seem to want more
 Provided that I can get some
 There's me in the corner throwing a fit
 Making a mess of it
 Don't you love me now?
 There's me under the table, hiding from my
 Lovers and my allies
 Don't you love me now?
 It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
 Don't you love me now?
 There's me in the doorway telling you please
 You should just let me leave
 If you love me now
 I could bite my tongue
 Trying not to say that my love
 For you looks different
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 I could bide my time
 Hoping I could fix it
 But it goes against my instincts
 And I've been trying to find out if anyone
 Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone
 Cause I always seem to give it up
 Provided that I can get some
 There's me in the corner throwing a fit
 Making a mess of it
 Don't you love me now?
 There's me under the table hiding from my
 Lovers and my allies
 Don't you love me now?
 It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
 Don't you love me now?
 There's me in the doorway telling you please
 You should just let me leave
 If you love me now
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 It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist
 Don't you love me now
 There's me in the doorway telling you please
 You should just let me leave
 If you love me now