House Shape - Live

I stayed inside all morning
 Watching waves of rain pass over
 Cold and dry by the window
 I didn't turn a light on
 The fire place dead since last night
 Emptyness inside, cold morning
 low grey sky immence living belly of a silver fur thing
 in waves of weather the house lies
 piled up wood with me inside
 i'm piled up dust
 a life dreaming or walking whirlpool of water
 Awake and indifferent
 Looking at cars go by and then get forgotten
 Only a sound of the waterfall breathing out
 And one long exhale
 Rings in my ears for a moment
 A sperate way of seeing
 A seperate way of breathing it in
 A lost world seperate from the usual barely meaningful waking and dreaming
 Lost in an unfolding
 Thinking about what to do with the day
 And Sitting while the light dies
 And Finally its over
 In blue dusk I finally step outside
 breathing in the cloud that has settled