Disguise

Get up, get up
 Fuck
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 Get down, never get down, never get down, never
 Let go, never let go, never go
 Spiraling inside my own disguise
 "This is my design"
 But we're not here together
 Mirror, mirror tell me who you see?
 Am I you or me?
 I can never remember
 (But you can't hide forever)
 I found myself by losing hope
 I lost my way to find a home
 I hid myself to stay alive
 Now I'm ready to face my disguise
 Get down, never get down, never get down, never
 Let go, never let go, never go
 I am locked within the box I built from the inside out
 Reassured by my doubt I (no)
 I don't want this fucking (no) codependent vice (no)
 But desperate measures call for desperate lies
 Desperate lies
 I found myself by losing hope
 I lost my way to find a home
 I hid myself to stay alive
 Now I'm ready to face my disguise
 Sick of wearing a mask
 Sick of hiding my face
 Sick of every motherfucker that is in my way
 Sick of digging for answers
 While you bury the truth
 Fuck your method to my sadness, I will bury you
 Dig
 Dig
 
 I will not become a figure of my mistakes
 I will not become the mask, fear is not my fate
 You can't turn down anger, you can't silence pain
 You will not put out the fire that burns in me
 That burns in me
 I sold my soul to my disguise
 I hid myself to stay alive
 I found myself by losing hope
 I lost my way to find a home
 I hid myself to spite my eyes
 I was losing myself in my disguise
 Fear I follow
 Safe in sorrow (in my disguise)
 Time I borrowed
 I'm ready to face my disguise
 Get down, never get down, never get down, never
 Let go, never let go, never go
 Get down, never get down, never get down, never
 Let go, never let go, never go